Lost In Beauty-

Saturday, August 23, 2008

WARNING
To those who have absolutely no interest and mood to look at people whining about how bad their day was, please switch channels right now for your own well being. Thank you for your cooperation.

Well, today was a beautiful day with no sun and plenty of rain. Don't get me wrong, it wasn't exactly the weather that actually got on my nerves, although it did play a small part. It was how the whole day turned out to be.

BUT this I can be very sure of. Today was one of the worst days I ever had in this whole entire year. =/

No matter how people say birthdays are no big deals. No matter how much I shared the same thoughts. In the corner of my mind, I always wished and looked forward to this so called "special" day. It just so happens that this year I'm turning 18 and I thought that all 18th birthdays should be all so glamorous and nice. I mean how can they not be?

Well. I'm so WRONG. Today was like any other day. I woke up at noon, washed up, ate my lunch and started sitting in front of the computer. Nothing special. I really wanted to go out today. Do some shopping. Anything. But no matter how much I wanted to, there was no one to go out with me. THAT was really upsetting. The bloody weather too!

I did get a cake today from my auntie. It was all pink and girly. And not forgetting freaky too. =/ It just didn't look right.

I did practically nothing today. Seriously. A day that's not even worth mentioning. Well, if you asked me what I think about being alive for 18 years. I'll tell you "Life's unfair and it SUCKS!". That's what I learnt over the past 18 years of my life.

the beauty exposed ;